i've told you before

wide roads with little convertible and hassle traffic. tantalizing oily soup with spicy laksa and a pinch of nyonya aged-traditional mixed ingredients and recipes. long hawkers with unique and unusual stuff which i got a small fan for just 6 bucks anyway. the night view was nothing extraordinary but somehow courtesy of cameras and funny idiotic friends XD the ride of that big ferries wheel was hell of a turnout. i just figured out that chicken rice can transformed into ball shape!! gllutoning me eating baba nyonya food like i've never eat before. to be honest, i've never tried it before at once, so these experiences is hell new for me. im gonna miss the spicy gravy at times im at the states. so adorable of those who travel abroad, i've just get to know that i havent discovered fully yet this whole lovely country. im realized how patriotic i am now. now my love boastfully getting bigger and bigger. the closer the time i'll left this place, more and more treasures opened, oh by treasures i mean kitchen wok and stove and all the good cuisines that come out from it. i just cant run away from the temptation of durian chendol and asam pedas masak pari. too bad those satay celop is hell no way for me. well i did enjoy seeing my clique eating one by one stick joyously. that teach me to fight the temptation of forbidden stuffs. that teach me how important to make sure that your friend are having a good time. that teach you that this is a prosperous land with abundance truly asian atmosphere and warmth, just so you know. that teach me to love this town. its not a big town, but i just find out it is a lovely place, probably a smaller version of san francisco oh please dont call it san frans!! (told by an interviewer at us embassy). i dont know why i felt this way. was it the people or was it just me? how about the the old wrecked building? and those nice and lovely friends i have? too bad im leaving for states. now i feel like sticking my ass here. bon voyage, in such an unconventional way.

aduh =.=''

Symphony No.3 'Don Quixote' - Robert W. Smith

my guilty pleasure

petrol smell... it smells s0 go0o0o0od!!!!


on the other hand,

stop fighting. pasal tiket konsert mini rossa pun nak gadoh!!!




on the other hand,

maxis sucks. screw you maxis!!!!!!!fml



oh, one more..


SCREW ULCERS!!!

the good news and the bad news

the good news is : SDAR got 1st in wind orchestra festival
the bad news is : It is actually 1st runner up for SDAR in wind orchestra festival

I honestly think that Syahmi had conducted the piece (Bulgarian Dances) brilliantly. SDAR lose to a pop ballad piece which attract more of the entertainment-favored judges.

i actually don't have a reason to be sad, in fact, i should have been happy, for at least SDAR got a placing in this finale. some of the school had lose dramatically. i pay my symphaty and emphaty for them.

this is the band that i spend the rest of my 5 years in my alma mater. this is the orchestra team that had brought me up from zero to hero ( well, not really a hero), this team is the reason why i stayed in sdar for the last 5 years. i learn, i make friend, i find joy, all in here.


oh god now im being sentimental. gosh i hate this. *chuckles

im just sad seeing my boys, my juniors couldnt grab the trophy they truly aimed. i'm sad seeing tears rolling from their eyes.



this feelings came out of nowhere.

in a game, when there's a winner, there's a loser. Damn I hate this planet.

work hard next year. im willing to help anything i could. i wish to see this wind team rise up to an international level.

P/S: syahmi, my friend said that even kau x menang conductor terbaek, kau conductor paling comel petang tuh tau. hahaha.

is it too late?

i've listen to Yuna's Dan Sebenarnya for a million of times and I didnt find anything special out of it...

until i drove out from town this evening


adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu

kau juga merindui aku



it's good to know that you still remember me. thought i worked hard to forget you, thought i've succeded. i thought you had forget me. i thought we had cut off all the ties and entanglements between us..

and i am so sorry for running away. I am so SORRY for just finding out that you were never forget me, never, even for once.

im happy that you've grown up. im glad seeing you've matured up. im excited to see those wrinkles and pimples grown up on your face. im bliss to hear your achievement. you've changed a lot. what had never change is what lies between us.






forgive me for running afar all these years.


Modest Mussorgsky/orch. Ravel - Pictures of an Exhibition

the boys have really work hard
and im so sorry to hear they couldn't grab the trophy


but still

they are winners.. in all our hearts
and the conductor






i might be bias
who cares
coz i know im not
really
im going to make review s0on
but not now



still.. awestruck by the event... by the result.. by the emotions..

it's festive season

its festive season again
perayaan telah menjelma
hari raya bakal tiba
dah jahit baju belum *eeh!!

timpani dah beranak empat!!!

will SDAR be able to grab the title for the first time? wait and see their wizardous traditional Bulgarian Dances by Franco Cesarini right on the very 'hari raya' Festival Wind Orchestra this Saturday June 20 noon at PICC *kat mana lagi =P.



ooh mintak2 sdar menang yeaaa. hehe

=]

Opus 21

lately i've left my little cutie Bloggie( a silly name i give to my blog which serves as a mean of having a pet after all cats run away from me wth) without updating it, tho i have millions of stories to share and to wrote for all my loyal fans ( am I that popular? FML )

not in a mood and sad with some incidents on which i quaintly think it all should be my fault. I started thinking to write a poem or some sort of melodious lyric or compose a pathetically fucking sad symphony like Shostakovich had ever does but, wtf, im not that kind of guy. World knows me as a discreet happy-fuckingly-go-happy guy and yes, truly i am, there's always a mean of channeling this doomness glooming my heart into something that will cherish me and give me hope that life is challenging and I shouldn't give up. The thought of writing a piece of post called 'let's talk about love' probably halted because i dont think this is the best time to post it up. nevertheless, those inspiring quotes still stay fresh like those 4 bucks orange peelfresh for the next 4 weeks.



ok ok enuff with this emoish bizzare ramblings. i don't wanna die of dementia (what is dementia??)




recently i watched Terminator Salvation with my sweet chubby cute retarded friend balooyellowcoloredbatch and spend the whole day gaying wandering around. 4.5 stars for the adrenaline-boosted actions, 3 stars for the story line. LOL

two retards camwhoring and trying shirts and jackets like girls wtf haha

UK lad. US boy. lol

now baloo must be wanna kill me so hard for this idiotic post =P

*gleehappyexcitedwhoopedsmile*


ok im off to download the latest desperate housewives. im farrrr off dated watching my most fav tv series. =((
and im tanned, just back from a beach that i am so0o stupid i forgot to put a sunscreen. dammit!!
to my BFF whose just finised their a2, quick la wooi make our trip plan.
to my sdar wind boy, practice hard. see you somewhere this week.

personality analysis

life's a coincidence. one incident after all, i've sort of figured out what kind of ppl i am, the personality i posses and, why i acted in such a way yadda yadda yadda.

I've found out something interesting from a blog of my teacher (my teachers' blogs seriously wayyyyyyyy updated than my school's website)

Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah, a famous influential powerful ( as in powerful celebrity like Oprah, oh yeah btw, Angelina Jolia had climbed up the rank and beat her damnnnnnnnnn =((((( fight back Oprah) had figured out a way to assess personality by analyzing handwriting. Though i somewhat didn't believe it but OMFG its scarily true, maybe partially, but, my heart did stinged.

Long story cut short, this is my personality analysis:

1st : Writing pressure

Result: Writes so hard that left marks at the back page of the paper
Analysis: Very high pressure. Healthy, swift, physically sound and a bit aggressive

2nd: Writing style

Result: Circle-like and round-like handwriting
Analysis: Emotional, caring, good lover, high clarity, uses more right brain (creative side)

3rd: Steepness, either to the left, right, or straight.

Result: Mixed up.
Analysis: Unsteady emotion. Fluctuate like immature teenager.

4th: Compactness

Result: very compact
Analysis: Mixed up with people, dependence, either savers or cheapstake.

5th: On letter J, G, Y, Z

Result: Small, short and incomplete
Analysis: Tho have lots of love emotion and care, one have no idea on how to show it off.

6th: The bar on the (T)

Result: High
Analysis: Has a high aspiration and will to succeed.

*Just so you know, 4th analysis is inaccurate. Others are partially right.








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what did i wrote just now?